Unchanged Clothes

I.

sun dance nightscape
falling
caught
fear arrogance tears on an old bed sheet
unchanged clothes and realizations

II.

was wearing pink skirt that first time
had to walk home afterwards
almost two miles past Achilles mansion
and a little park where with sunrise boy went on first date

III.

stairwells
so many fears tears
crying like a babe beneath the sheets
covers
unchanged clothes

IV.

barefoot
treading upon ancient cobblestones
rain splashing down upon trees
happiness forgotten
tears
sitting upon damp Rock stinking of drugs guns sex pain love
and lust at first sight

V.

leather
so many obsessions kinks fetishes
picked up from first times
often set aside
showers back doors rubber pain
unchanged clothes put back on
run run run away

VI.

he doesn’t deserve the dignity of words
paper
so many volumes on volumes
reflecting tears in his honor
epitaph death gravestones
graveyard quiche near fences
dining and ignoring pain rain tears and urges to flee

VII.

Throw away unchanged clothes
walk in the rain
run to the sea
refusing to drown
choosing to swim in lifes oceans